its been yet another long period of time since i last blogged. i get so turned off when i come online, just dont feel like blogging all of a sudden. hell yeah, im weird.
well this holiday has been a rather boring one for me. lets see, nothing much in particular to talk about. boring malaysia trip, stupid beijing, i cant remember the rest. brain aint really functioning.

sigh, its like a daily routine for me to get emo every night, with reg. we are LIFELESS souls. like lost without our other half or sth. haha.
how i wished i could just turn back time, i dont know why i cry for you every night. not like you even bother eh? i thought friendship was kinda a good idea, even if we didn turn out like we wanted. but i guess im wrong eh.
spilling all my emotions right now wouldn even mean anything, especially when you're not even keen on replying. its so hard to even talk, much less meet up.
i guess i ain of much importance to you anymore, in the first place, you dont need to now.

sometimes, i just wished i could sleep forever. maybe i'll meet God or sth.
haha

;the end